@letspleasuretogether
I’m going to put this under cuts because triggers lol
Allen sighed, staring in the mirror as he carefully wiped blood off of his face.
He really didn’t hold back… he thought, staring at the wounds on his face. This will scar for sure… I wont be able to hide it at all… He couldn’t put any makeup over it at all until it healed, it was far too big and would be too obvious even under makeup.
He doesn’t care if I cant hide it anymore… the thought of that was scary, at least before he could count on his foster parents being sure to not hurt him too much to be obvious to others. But it was winter holidays now, and Allen would be turning 18 in just a few days. He wondered if he would survive long enough to leave, if they were starting to get this violent… He didn’t have enough money yet for his own apartment. When he turned 18, they no longer would be paid to keep him, and he wondered if they would just kick him out, or maybe try to make him stay and get a job… or worse.
He wondered what his ‘soulmate’ must be thinking… if he even had one.
Allen had had so many injuries, whoever his ‘soulmate’ was must have
noticed the marks. But it was not common that people ever actually met
their ‘soulmate’, and some people didn’t even have one. There were so
many people in the world… it was unlikely Allen would ever find his.
And even more unlikely they would ‘fall in love’ like some romance
novel… After all… who could love a freak like me… Allen thought, with a glance at his left arm.
He sighed again, throwing the bloodied rag in his sink, and left the small bathroom to flop onto his bed. “So much for birthday plans…” he muttered. He knew Lavi was trying to get the whole gang together for a birthday party for him. As much as he missed them all, even Kanda, since they graduated, he didn’t want to worry them. None of them knew about how his foster family treated him. And he wanted to keep it that way. But even if he skipped out on his party, he was going to run into them eventually…
Well, I can take care of that when it comes… make an excuse of some sort… He pulled out his phone to text Lavi. Hopefully he hadn’t bought anything yet.
To Lavi:
Hey, I came down with something, wont be able to make it to party. Sorry.