Sorry I haven’t been at all active.
Main jobs been stressful.
Other jobs been stressful.
Life has been stressful.
My car’s clutch has been messed up for a while, and it suddenly got really bad yesterday. At least now I know exactly what is wrong… The clutch is slipping, and so the friction plate needs to be replaced and the flywheel needs to be resurfaced, and I cant drive it until I can take it into a mechanic because the more you drive it the worse it gets and its already pretty bad, and I need to have it working by next week which means I dont have time to try to save up for it anymore I have to just go get a loan and starve myself for the next 6 months until I pay it off because food is the only thing that can go at this point and I fucking hate my life but I need my car for work.
At least I found a shop that is going to do it for like, dirt cheap, and according to google reviews they do good work… but its still like $1600
I need to drop on this job since I should get the Master and Slave Cylinders replaced as well since its the labor that’s the expensive part and if they’re taking out the entire clutch anyways they might as well replace those… and I need to find a place to loan me that much before Thursday morning because that’s when I had made the appointment to drop the car in because I had been already planning on bringing it there to get the clutch issue diagnosed, but now I dont need a diagnosis I need it repaired asap… and I work both jobs every day until then so I have at most like 2 hours to WALK or BUS around trying to find a loan…
I hate my life I am so done with all of this I hope I fucking get hit by a car on my way to the bank to beg for a loan that they wont want to give me because the reason I’m so broke is that I’m already paying off tons of debt.
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