Here is a rare video of Ruzu being a nerd and singing along to a remixed version of Doubt and Trust for like 15 minutes. This video is unlisted so only you followers get the honor of witnessing my awful singing XD
(Source: https://www.youtube.com/)
Tag: no one cares ruzu
Anxiety is wanting to ask your partner a million questions as to why they’re with you, why they say they care about you, and so on.
Depression is not thinking you’re worth enough to even ask those questions, let alone be with them.
and having both of them is the definition of hell
Literally this though
Applies to friendships too
I am so tired from the last two days. I might end up just falling asleep when I get home, if I do Im very sorry and will do replies asap. I just have no energy.
Ok so I completely overreacted, my neighbor is still being friends with me. orz
Wow what a waste of energy…
Gonna go to bed and try to sleep…
My stomach hurts so bad right now from stress. =.=
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replied to your post “Yep ok I unfriended her. Not dealing with her bs. I told my neighbor…”
Good, I agree with your neighbor, it’s for the best.
…I think she told him not to talk to me anymore, cause he wouldn’t answer his door when I knew he was home and he didn’t answer my skype message I sent him after, either.
Just because he agrees with me after all, doesn’t necessarily mean he wont stop talking to me if she threatens to break up with him if he does. TBH that would be really shitty of her if she did, she knows hes the only person I can really talk to about some of my issues… but apparently she didn’t like me much anyways. Told me I was nosy and should mind my own business, and I was loud and annoying to be around. =.= Wish she said that like 2 years ago so I didn’t bother investing myself into this friendship.
So I think I just managed to lose my last two real friends in my area in one night and completely destroy the support system I had been trying to build for myself. Nice.
Yep ok I unfriended her. Not dealing with her bs.
I told my neighbor (her bf) why I unfriended her and he agrees its best for me to just step away from this argument because she refuses to listen.
Someone should do a voice chat with me on Skype about like DGM or some other fandom Im in while I clean my room and just keep cheering me on as I get little things done >.>
Work is over in 15 minutes, hoping to clean my room when I get home.
Wow one of my friends on Facebook is bitching about how riots wont solve anything and how people are just using the shooting as an excuse to vandalize. She and her friends discuss how ridiculous it is that they are crying ‘racism’. I spend 20 minutes finding and linking them to news articles to try to educate them on the matter, and they are just like ‘lol no its not racism’ and deleted the comment.
I responded by telling them they had no goddamn right to decide what is and isn’t racism against an ethnicity group they are not a part of. I am about ready to unfriend her, I dont care if shes dating my neighbor.
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