Sorry to my RP partners for not being terribly active the last few days, but Ive been very busy actually doing work at work (with a bit of dash browsing during calls XD) and falling asleep when I get home.

I just finished a huge project today so Ill try to get some replies done now.

Tomorrow Ill be out of town all day at Escape from the Cursed Forest, but Sunday I probably can get to some replies.

(I linked that specifically so any follower that wants to can hunt me down and say hi, or join forces with me to escape, or something. Ill be at the 1pm game.)

Bold What Applies

My Eye Colour Is:

  • hazel
  • brown
  • blue
  • green
  • other

I Am:

  • tall
  • short
  • average
  • very tall
  • very short

I Have:

  • many good friends and a few acquaintances
  • a few good friends and many acquaintances
  • many good friends and many acquaintances
  • a few good friends and a few acquaintances

I Am:

  • one of the eldest children in my family
  • one of the middle children in my family
  • one of the youngest children in my family
  • an only child
  • a twin

I Have:

  • broken a bone

  • needed stitches
  • needed surgery 
  • had an x-ray taken
  • been on prescription medication
  • been to therapy
  • scars 
  • a fear of going to the doctors
  • a relative who works in the medical field

I’m afraid of:

  • heights
  • spiders/bugs
  • needles
  • pain
  • the dark
  • the future
  • what people think of me
  • tests
  • losing someone i love
  • dying

I Have:

  • a job
  • a car
  • pets
  • a best friend
  • friends online
  • my own room

I Know:

  • more than 3.14 of Pi
  • more than one language
  • how to convert km to miles and vice versa
  • the names of most of the states in the United States
  • the names of most of the countries in Europe 
  • most of the elements
  • things i shouldn’t

Psa from someone who studied both Sexology and Psychology about rape and triggering roleplays.

prxcasis:

Alright, it’s nearly two am and I’m not native english so bare with me for this.

First and foremost, roleplaying rape or triggering topics does not make anyone a sickfuck or someone who condone the themes in real life.

I went to university for four years and studied sexology, which is a program offered here in Quebec, Canada. I learned many things about the human psyche as well as sexuality in general. I also have a minor in psychology and am currently studying to become an author. Because I have many interest, yes, I have spent many years in school for. And all of my programs and studies can relate to this.

Some humans are interested in taboo and triggering topics because it pushes the limits of the human psyche. Some people are interested to see what would happen if their characters would be pushed in the most extreme situations. Whether they are playing a victim or an abuser does not matter. For someone like me, who roleplay as both, I can tell you that I like, revel even in the despair of my muses when they’re victims of something. And as someone who roleplays a villain, I like to explore the darkest part of the human mind that pushes someone to the most heinous acts possible.

There is nothing sick about this. It’s in human nature to be curious and it’s actually completely healthy to explore those topics. My studies in sexology made me learn that having phantasms, however perverted they are, as long as they remain in a fantasy setting, there is nothing wrong about it. As a writer, I can also tell you that the dichotomy between author and muse is INCREDIBLE. If you roleplay a self insert, it might be different, but when you roleplay a muse that is apart from yourself, then it automatically becomes FANTASY. You wouldn’t tell the actor that roleplayed Hitler in the movie “The Fall” that he’s encouraging nazism by playing the role of the leader of them, so why would you tell an author that they’re condoning rape or triggering topics by writing them? Did you ever read an horror book? A suspense with lots of murders and crimes? What about jigsaw? Or even the human centipede? You cannot judge of the weight of a crime that happens in fiction the same way you would a crime in reality. The author knows that. The author isn’t their character. Stop associating the two and shaming people for what they want to write.

Some people wants some vanilla fluff poneys rainbows and flowers, some wants blood gore guts and vile, unfathomable things. Both are healthy outlets.Neither are sick.

As someone who studied psychology, sexology and is currently completing literature studies, I am disgusted that such things are still shamed among the roleplaying community. There are tags you all can block to not see those triggering topics, but you have no right as an author to call out someone who writes about heavy topics because you think it’s wrong. You are no professional critique neither are you a psychanalist. You are a fucking tumblr roleplayer for christ sake.

Block the tags. Shove your disgusting shaming up your ass without lube.

Thank you. 

I want to write down my own headcanons lol

Allen probably loves physical affection way too much. Lavi would find out first because hes always doing stuff like hugging him, ruffling his hair, arm over shoulder, etc (this is totally canon just look at how many times Lavi finds some reason to touch Allen). And so Lavi just does it way more often. Allen is 100% ok with more of it and eventually it is not a rare sight in the Order to see Allen and Lavi reading together in the lounge all cuddled up and such. And on missions when Allen has nightmares Lavi lets him sleep in his bed. And Lavi soon finds out that an effective way of making Allen not physically start fights with Kanda is to like, pet his hair.

And of course Kanda catches on and most of the time he doesn’t do anything but one day he and Allen are bickering as usual and it starts escalating but Kanda doesn’t feel like actually physically so he just pets Allens hair like Lavi does. And Allen just sits and glares because he knows what Kanda is doing dammit but its nice and Kanda like never touches him unless its a fight, so he doesn’t want to make Kanda stop and so he keeps bickering but doesn’t actually do anything else.

Lenalee notices all this too but Allen always gets a bit nervous when she does stuff like hug him because hes afraid Komui will come out of nowhere to attack him so she doesn’t really treat him any differently most of the time and just watches with amusement.

Ugh my dad is messaging my facebook again. Pulling the ‘oh Im getting old and my eyesight and hearing are bad Im probably dying’ card.

I kind of want to reply ‘good please die faster. And possibly leave me at least a tiny inheritance because you have done nothing else for me in my entire life’.

I hate when people show up literally like 10 seconds before we close the doors to go to lunch and want to register because “I got here before you closed”
No you got here just in time to be an asshole and cut my lunch 10 minutes shorter.

Am I the only one not particularly interested in E3?

Like I know what it is and such but I have never actually seen any of it and I dont ever even know when it is until I see the aftermath on social media.