the thing is, when you look at this in the context of allen seeing himself as having one path that he can walk, that he lives to save akuma and human beings and everyone, when he wakes up and he’s alive he doesn’t know whether he’s happy or not because if he’d died, he would have died having tried to save suman and protect his innocence. he would have died doing what he promised to himself and to mana he would do. but now that he’s alive, it feels like he’s failed somehow and that breaks my heart because he would rather have died and succeeded in saving someone than live and have failed.
D.Gray-Man Countdown: ↳ Day 5: “Don’t stop, keep walking.”
“God? I don’t care about that. I’ve made an oath to myself that I would destroy the devil! To my friends that I would fight alongside them! To my father that I would keep walking until the end! I made an oath to all of them! This is the only path that I can take to feel alive.”
[Mun is reacting the same but with a lot less of calm and a lot more of gross sobbing. They want to came back but at the same time they know they’re going to suffer way more (specially Allen). But to tell the truth, I hope Lavi gets the spotlight this time!
BTW this is my first drawing in Wacom Tablet that I have done. What do you think? It’s faster this way haha. Anyway, lets wait for DGM!]
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