So my courtesy clerk job has been scheduling me on closing shifts lately. I feel so tired. They’ve been mainly scheduling me weekdays, too, so most days I have to work two jobs. Yesterday I had the night off from the clerk job but I still couldnt get to sleep early. I had two starbucks doubleshot energy drinks today and I still feel dead. My BONES feel tired. At least after I get off tonight I can sleep in tomorrow…

Even worse, Im going to have to ask for more hours, because the clutch on my car is going out. Yes, Ive only had the damn car for like 5 months. I haven’t even finished paying it off yet and Im going to have to drop another 1k on it. And with paying off debt and everything else I literally had to cut down my food budget to like, 80 bucks a month (and buying energy drinks is cutting into it badly). I hate my life and I probably still need to try to find a THIRD job that has ultraflexible hours to start saving for that stupid clutch. And I literally cannot even afford to call in sick for my second job, and I still have to be super cautious about calling in sick for my main job, even though I have plenty of paid sick leave time, because my boss is still looking for any reason at all to try to fire me.