Whenever I feel like my life might actually be going well, or something good happens and I feel vaguely happy, I can always count on my memories of certain bad experiences in the last few months to suddenly rear up, remind me how many people legitimately hate me and think Im a bad person, and squash all the feelings that maybe Im not trash lol

imnotexactlycomplainingaboutfeelingliketrashitshelpingmeloseweightfasterthaneverlol

nothinglikeafandomcallingyoufatanduglytofueladietlol