Its been 70 hours since I had a decent sleep, slept a total of 3 hours in 3 naps in that time…
Im not even tired im fucking wired wtf body what are you doing? Is it because I started hiking for like 3 hours after work every day? (I lost my 2nd retail job last week btw lol)
I kind of want to drink myself to sleep with the alcohol I bought for Fanime parties that I never went to but I also dont want to drink it because I cant afford any more for months… and also calories… Ok, its like 95% that I dont want useless calories and only 5% that I cant afford more because its actually normal for me to go months without buying alcohol lol…

Gave up trying to sleep like 5 hours ago and did a ton of random research because thats what I do when I cant sleep and I finally decided to attempt to research/diagnose my foot/ankle pain Ive had since Fanime and learned that driving long distances is hindering its recovery

and is probably what caused it in the first place

(I am fully aware working a 2nd job in retail and my recent hiking wasnt helping it heal tho lol)  so decided I needed to see if my cars cruise control actually worked or if I was jsut stupid and didnt know how to work it so looked it up in my car manual and then I read my entire car manual and why does my car have a vase??? and learned that if I crash I am probably going to be killed by my airbag because Im short and cant afford the two fucking hundred fucking fourty fucking five fucking dollar pedal extensions to sit far enough away from the steering wheel lol (they recommend at least 10′, I sit like 3′ away XD itll deploy right into my lower ribcage boom XD)
Ive also been trying to start Mabinogi for an hour and it requires me to click ok in 3 pop ups and so I click one and go to something else and forget for a while lol but I just clicked the last one so its finally starting now so imma post this