Lavi’s reply came before Allen had a chance to doze off again, and he quickly replied.
To: Lavi
Yea, Ill let you know.
Of course, he probably would cancel that one too… Even though he knew he couldn’t avoid them forever. His friends would realize why he cancelled the next time he saw them. But he didn’t want to deal with trying to make excuses and stories for now. He really didn’t know what he could tell them, he could tell the injury needed stitches and would be obvious he didn’t get any medical attention when they saw him next…
Cant do anything about it for now… He just wanted to sleep. He got up, feeling a bit dizzy, to shove a chair in front of his door. It wouldnt stop anyone if they were determined to get in, but it made him feel a bit better. He knew that the house was empty for now, but he had no idea when someone would return. And if they had gone this far already, he was terrified of what they might do next. Maybe I should just let them kill me… he thought, not for the first time. It would be an easy way out… and it would be satisfying to know that they would likely be jailed, it was much harder to hide murder than abuse. But his friends…
No use dwelling on it, if it happens, it happens. He thought, sprawling over the covers of his bed. He could think about all of it later, after he had a nap.
In minutes, Allen had fallen asleep.
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