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Ikr? I see groups of friends playing games or chatting or dancing or singing karaoke together and it always makes me want to cry…
I really did try to put myself out there and meet people and make friends… Went to Facebook meet ups, went to a fking club party even…
Tbh I don’t even know how to start making friends. Pretty much all of my friends irl are friends because there was something that made us stick together for some reason, like a class or club. I don’t know how to make myself interesting enough for people to actually try to get to know me. Maybe if I was pretty… Like not even concerning weight, nearly every ‘overweight’ person here looks amazing and interesting and have friends… Like how do I be pretty? It’s really upsetting…