yinriench:

envyhime:

imagine if alma had lived and gone back with kanda and become an exorcist. their first mission is somewhere beautiful, a place alma had read about time and time again. kanda doesn’t tell him where they’re going, and when they get off he runs out and crouches on the ground because yu, that’s a FLOWER, a real one, can you believe it? and he takes a good long time admiring the flower before he stands up and almost falls back down on his ass because he finally notices where he IS and GOD, yu, he didn’t know it would be so /big/ in real life 

just. alma probably had a list of things he wanted to see in real life someday. simple things. flowers, animals, a bakery, a book shop. all he ever got to see were the cold, sterile insides of a lab nobody talked about.

i’m so sad rn i feel so terrible for alma

This is the most beautiful thing that I read in a long, long time.

Thank you.