Sudden realization that my little half-sister is graduating from middle school (8th grade) around this time. I haven’t seen her since she was in like 2nd grade.

I used to miss her a ton, but its slowly fading. I dont even know her anymore anyways. I’ve missed like 40% of her life now.

But like wow I was already reading smut fanfiction by her age now, its odd to think of her doing things I have done at that age. I had already tried to kill myself twice by the time I finished middle school. =/ She probably has boobs now that is a weird thought. She will be forever 9 in my memories…

She probably isn’t being mistreated like I was though, her mother always loved her most. (We had the same mother but I dont like referring to that woman as my mother…)